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Blogger is working again -.- More photos in my phone and i am not in the mood of uploading it.
 I love this!          Heyo! I haven been posting for like................. 20 days. Not in the mood. Well, school's tiring as usual and CCA was tired, pressure and sometimes i just feel like giving up, AND exams are like in 21 freaking days! GO GO GO! CCAIs not that i am not trying, i tried, i don't want to disappoint the teachers either. But its really hard for me to do it, i need time. Do yall even know how i felt? No. Yall don't. I kept telling myself that i can do it! I can do it! But on stage in front of everyone of yall, i just can't do well and kept making mistakes like wtf. All someone knows how to do was to "help" people in a awesome way. I just feel so stupid. On wednesday, during the talk, i really don't know why did i even say that few sentences, maybe it's just i can't take it anymore, or i am just too tired. I just feel so stressed up and depressed and burst into tears. I can't take it anymore. Thanks Sabrina, Pei Yi, Claudia, Rui Li and i forgotten the name of the girl who gave me tissues :/ and more. I felt so embarrassed but i just can't take it anymore, cry it out, everything would be fine? The answer is no. Thanks Haolaoshi & Sabrina for the talk. It really helps. :) Maybe the situation is not as bad as what i thought? Hope so, In about 1 month time, and we're going to Italy to perform, our standard is not even qualified for Singapore performance! How are we going to do it? As i said exams are in 21 days time and we can't possible stay back thrice a week to practice right? After exams, we only have about 1 or 2 weeks to rehearse everything and probably we might have forgotten some of the steps of a few weeks of examinations. I am so scare that can't do well in Italy, they invited us and it's a rare opportunity so we can't disappoint them! The only thing we can do now is to practice whole day + work extra hard and practice whole day + work extra hard! I am really so touched by what haolaoshi said. She's a really awesome teacher i have ever met. She's also the first teachers who i shared all my thoughts and feelings. Thanks for the Ferrero Rochers, having dinner with me and sending me home. :) I really don't know what to do but just saying Thank you, 谢谢你. Anw, stop about CCA. Tired of it. All i want to do now is to study extra hard to get into the class i want and the subjects combination. Everything except for studies, shoo off my mind! I have the confidence to do well in SA2 :D Mr Sam. Lim is killing me. He picked me to do extra work for ART and it's totally #$%^&*( me! Waste my time and energy. When i dont it, he want me to touch up with marker pen like wtf as it's for the exhibition of don't know what. Math was slow. Zzzzz. Science was :) Physics is so much better than chemistry. Geog, yes. History, god is with me, chinese, deprove :/, english, yooo, literature, hahahahah, ART, MY GOD! I really don't know what to say anymore.
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好像老师说的： 台上十分，台下十年功，没有什么事实不能办到的？只要你愿意去尝试，你可以把不可能变成可能。身为表演者，在台上出错时，也要把错变成对，这样观众才不会发现，不是说你做错了，就不干了，这样永远都不会有成功的时候。在台上只有一次机会，错过了，就是错过了。老师骂我们是想要看到我们有更近一步的进步，而不是停留在一个角楼。在中国，那些孩子们，学舞蹈，武术，戏剧。我们和他们比简直就是太幸运了。她们的教练这么恐怖，不只是骂骂你而已。所以我们一定要努力！！接下来有的忙了！
忍一时风平浪静 退一步海阔天空。人生活在社会之中人与人之间每天发生着接触立场的不同，利益的相惊，个性的相异，不可避免的会发生分歧，矛盾，冲突，可是在深的仇恨总不能一直怀恨在心吧？我们常听到这句的话：“有仇报仇，有怨抱怨，不是不报，只是时候未到”“躲得了初一，躲不过十五”仇恨对于一个人来说并不是多么大的一件事，对于那些心胸宽广的人来说，过了的事过了就算了，何必老记在心中。因为一时的冲动害了自己一辈子，不要那时才后悔，那时你要明白：“早知今日，何必当初”。 生命是短的，所以一定要珍惜所的一切。世上没有解不开的恩怨，也没有打不开的结。我们要学会去宽容，去谅解，体谅和关心。让我们完成我们自己最想做的事吧。。。 | 
